Gawd I’m lame sometimes

A real update?!? It’s been a while, hasn’t it? My apologies to everyone on my friends list for the lack of comments and etc. I’ve just been so overwhelmed lately with, well, nothing in particular, but enough of whatever apparently to keep me from writing in here. I don’t know. I just haven’t really been able to bring myself to write in here. I’ve wanted to numerous times, but staring at this large, blank box is somewhat daunting; so I just clicked that little red ‘x’, and satisifed myself with some ‘maybe later’s and ‘some other time’s.

But seeing as how I’m finally on my long-awaited spring break, I decided that it was about high time that I actually accomplished something in here. Let’s see, so Kristine, what’s been up with you? Nothing strikingly fascinating if you really must know, just everyday type boring stuff that I won’t force you all to endure. I will admit that my longing for a significant other has heightened, so lately I’ve been mentally punching myself for being so weak and dependent. But don’t mind me, I’m just going through one of those typical angst ridden hormonal teenager stages. I’ll spare you the rest of my self-deprecating observations.

TO KAT AND MICHELLE: Oh gawd, you two are too cool. I lovelovelovelovelovelove! both of your new layouts! In a word that still fails to properly describe them, they’re spectacular…spectacular. Hah sorry, I never can resist a Moulin Rouge allusion. I am sosososo sorry for failing to comment to any of your entries. I suck and stuff because I kept procrastinating to do so and ended up not doing it at all. Michelle, I’m not sure if you can anymore, but I really hope you get to go to your junior prom with an exceptional date. Any boy would be stupid to not want to go with you, so don’t mind them, evidently idiocy is quite prevalent in our generation. And Kat, haha I got such a kick out of that “You know you’re asian if” thing on your xanga, I mean no really dude, YOU HAVE NO IDEA HOW AMUSING I FOUND THAT THING. I hope you both are doing exceptionally well, because you both deserve it. Also, I’m so sorry that I haven’t really been active in …at all. I just don’t think I can do it anymore, I’ve just had less and less significant time on the computer. I understand if you think I’m a skanky bitch now, hell, I think I’m a skanky bitch too sometimes. But yeah, you both of permission to verbally assault me if either of you so wish to do so.

Now, on to a completely unrelated tangent, if one wanted to be a critic when one grew up, what would one major in? Of course, this is completely hypothetical…I’m so tempted to move far, far away for college. Don’t get me wrong, I love and adore the people I know around here, but somehow I feel as if I’m hindering myself from accomplishing anything big by limiting myself to just being here where I know it’s safe and, well, convenient. I want to make the most of my time here, and I feel as if I’m just not doing that by allowing myself to just sit on my ass all the time. I wish I had enough self-will to force myself out into the world, but I don’t, and thus I fear that I’ll just be wasting my life away in this city. Oh what to do, what to do.

Well, I hope this is good enough for a “hey, I’m not dead and I’ve come back”-type entry. And in case I’m absent for yet another ridiculously long period of time, you dudes are too cool, remember that forever.

Oh, and this is completely irrelevant and stuff, but I got a haircut. Finally.